A lot of people have been
asking me why I don't write/blog anymore and lately I've been trying to answer
that same question myself.
The thing is each time I
start questioning myself, I get to a place of no return cos I'm a natural
thinker and analyzer -I start to think of the reason I lost the inspiration to
write and then my thoughts spiral out of scope. A while back, I could look at
the sky and write; I could look at a face and get inspired to write. But now,
even after a 3hour, long and tedious stare at the sky, my mind just wouldn't
come up with a line, I do think it's in there but it's not just coming together
in my mind.
Anyhoo... I also thought I
was going to be ready, after sometime, to tell you all the reason behind my 'writer's
block' but as it is, I'm still trying to figure it out myself. I still
busy myself with other things such as reading. I love reading and lately I have
found remarkable interest in the writings of the renowned fathers of Nigerian
literature: Chinua Achebe and Wole Soyinka.
You know it's been said
that people are in your life for a reason. I hope you know this is true. I met
someone special and when we got talking I started looking at life in new a
perspective. One word, God does work in mysterious ways! Okay, make that 6
words :) . This encounter has now got me constantly thinking of why people are
in my life.
I know for a fact that I
will start writing again. Having no specific dates in mind, I do I know it's
gonna be soon. #randomIknow.
Work has been really busy
this year. *Another random fact*.
I'm not as social as I used
to be. Someone once said that having a conversation with me was such a task. I
took no offence to it. I don't know if I'll ever be the 'old me' per say cos
the only thing constant in life is change and I'm liking some of the new
benefits of 'this' change.
Write soonest, but until
then try to be a rainbow in someone's cloud. You never can tell what it will
mean to them.
